fajar-rizky

it's been at least a half year i became a japan enthusiasm...

and yeah, just like everybody knows, a country where anything happens,

let's get started mith my addiction to visual kei subculture, i listened stuffs like dir en grey, deluhi, versailles, then babymetal, until lately also get to know to mejibray, nocturnal bloodlust, and much more
 

at first, i only appreciate their way of making music, they adapted western music with their own taste, that makes me interested to get to know of them even more
 

things got worse (but somewhat weirdly interesting in some way) when i get to know deeper into their habit...
 

like gender shape, their way to blur the gender perception of dressing (i'm still talking about visual kei)... it looks strange to me for once, but then I FIND IT INTERESTING (i know, i am obviously surprised my self)
 

and that's not even its final form... until i accidentally (trust me! it's an accident at first) get a hairdo that looks like a female hairdo... but then... yeah, i liked it, 
 

but of course, many people in real life find it strange and say that i'm weird... it kinda annoys me, but that's why, i'm tired of being what they called NORMAL 
 

the worst thing is... they also lead me also interested in ganderbend manga
 

i don't know what would my parent say if they know about this
 

i'm not gonna argue about sexual orientation, let's skip that part and talk about positive things shall we?
 

yes, i just had a tumblr,
it's a nice place lately,
and i was having fun customizing my own theme   

 

feel free to take a look:

fajarrizkynyaa.tumblr.com/

and of course, don't forget to follow

 

udah lama gak nulis jurnal... tapi nulis apa ya...  



nonproduktif

bisa dibilang bulan ini bulan yang paling gak produktif, bikin fan art cuma 1, OC , ga ada.
soalnya belakangan udah mulai kerja praktek, sks ngulang, trus ngejokiin tugas temen pula (habis mau gimana lagi, butuh sampingan 


playlist & obsesi baru (dan saya aja masih kaget kenapa jadi terobsesi sama yang beginian)

sebelumnya saya udah bosen sama obsesi nge-band, musik2 di playlist saya waktu itu gak ada yg bikin saya gatel buat maen gitar, (emang sekarang enggak gitu?)
saya jadi lebih banyak ngerjain fanart karakter2 anime atau komik2 amerika, atau video game...

sampai pada akhirnya saya nemuin band2 visual kei... dengan dandanan yang super nyentrik, saya yang tadinya janggal kok malah kepikiran gimana supaya bisa kayak mereka 

jangankan orang lain, saya aja gak nyangka waktu bilang kalo gitarisnya mejibray itu manis (tuh kan, kamu aja pingin boker dengernya? )

tapi bagusnya, (seenggaknya menurut saya) saya jadi mulai mikir untuk ngebiasain hidup bersih & rapih (wuidih)
udah gitu saya juga jadi gak skeptis dengan predikat stylish, fashionable, soalnya saya sekarang sadar kalo stylish, sama hipster itu beda JAUH  

terus saya jadi mikir, kalo ternyata saya itu masih labil ya?  

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