it's been at least a half year i became a japan enthusiasm...
and yeah, just like everybody knows, a country where anything happens,
let's get started mith my addiction to visual kei subculture, i listened stuffs like dir en grey, deluhi, versailles, then babymetal, until lately also get to know to mejibray, nocturnal bloodlust, and much more
at first, i only appreciate their way of making music, they adapted western music with their own taste, that makes me interested to get to know of them even more
things got worse (but somewhat weirdly interesting in some way) when i get to know deeper into their habit...
like gender shape, their way to blur the gender perception of dressing (i'm still talking about visual kei)... it looks strange to me for once, but then I FIND IT INTERESTING (i know, i am obviously surprised my self)
and that's not even its final form... until i accidentally (trust me! it's an accident at first) get a hairdo that looks like a female hairdo... but then... yeah, i liked it,
but of course, many people in real life find it strange and say that i'm weird... it kinda annoys me, but that's why, i'm tired of being what they called NORMAL
the worst thing is... they also lead me also interested in ganderbend manga
i don't know what would my parent say if they know about this
i'm not gonna argue about sexual orientation, let's skip that part and talk about positive things shall we?